Saturday, December 26, 2009
I'm so not in the mood right now..
So not..
I'm going to have elearning for the whole week.
Darldarl going to be going school alone and returning alone..
Darldarl going to spend most of his time with his classmates.
Well,I don't mind about you spending your time with your classmates but..
I do mind that..
You spend all your time with them till you may left none for me..
Not that I think you will do that but..
You most probably will play until you forget the time..
And I guess you totally won't feel like coming back when..
Thinking that you have to come back alone..
Hence, you most probably ended up taking the last bus and..
By the time you reach here will be 12 and..
I won't be able to meet you den..
Will it be like this continuously for 5days?
If so,what's the difference between you being overseas for 5days?
I know I'm selfish..I know I am..
I really feeling the heart pain..
I feel like telling you all the things I'm currently thinking now but..
You are enjoying yourself,
I don't wish to spoil your mood..
I already ruin your X'mas,I really don't wanna ruin your happy time as well..
But..
I'm so freaking fucking helly sad now..
I posted this is not to tell you I'm so sad,
Hence,I wish you will do something about it or what..
I only wish to tell you my feeling,
At the same time, find somewhere..
To said out all my feelings..
I really need your embrace now..
Because I know I'm selfish..
You can just do whatever you want.. I won't be angry at you..
Love you..
P.S.
I love you;
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