My heart hurts..
It hurts..

You never take picture of things I made for you..
But her 1 drawing..

Everytime I see the G <3 B..
It cuts deep down into my heart..

Maybe after all..
I ain't that good.
I'm not a nice girl.
I'm just a girl who is easily jealous n selfish.

I know I didn't do anything that is enough to make u stay by my side.
I had never blamed you or her.
Because I know..
Things that happened 1 month ago is my own fault..

在爱的世界里没有谁对不起谁只有谁不懂的珍惜谁..

Yes I didn't treasure you enough..

P.S.
I love you;
2:05 AM

I will wait for you.
Even if you go navy.
But you must promise me.
Your heart will be mine too, forever.


Im willing to wait for you.
Only you.
I need you..

P.S.
I love you;
12:22 AM

Do you want me or do you not?
I'm so messed up now..

If you going to break her heart first then,
I guess you don't want me..
Because high chance you will ended up be with her instead of breaking her heart.
And ended up..
The one whose heart going to get break..
Will still be mine.

I really want you back.
Really miss you badly.
But..
I know this thing can't be forced.

P.S.
I love you;
3:11 AM

I don't want u to see this.
Please act as though u didn't see this.

I just feel like typing out to make myself feel better.
Because I think I had never tell you?

Out of all your presents..
I love all!
But I love most is..
The card you gave me and the bottle of hearts you folded for me.

Haha ~
Really feel like pinching you.
Last time when I randomly pinch you, u will smile.
So want get a pinch by me?
Maybe you will smile and not so sian le :x
HAHA!

P.S.
I love you;
7:14 PM

Maybe you won't read this blog anymore but.

Let me tell you something

I seriously had started to move on le

I just now then know that..
What happened on the friday night as PH.
Chivy didn't tell me so I duno.
Sorry can't help but..
All I can say that be happy.

I had tried my best to ask Chivy move on with me.
And ask her don't drink so much.
That's all I can help :)

Goodluck with your relationship with Isabelle.
Hope you two can last :)

P.S.
I love you;
2:27 AM

I shouldn't think of you.
I shouldn't miss you.

But I'm still doing all this..

I hate myself, badly.

You asked me don't think too much during that time..
I never think too much.

You still tell me you love me during that time..
It was nothing but a lie.

P.S.
I love you;
9:45 PM

IDIOT...

I still love you.
Still missing you.

P.S.
I love you;
9:46 PM

10 Jan 2009, 4.27am..
We started..













2 Sept 2010, 3.55am..
We ended..

The blanks there will be remained as the process of the relationship..
What we had been through and experienced together..

I just somehow can't take it..
How the relationship has ended..
I just find that something is not right but..
You just doesn't seem like you wan to spill it out..
Can you be honest and truthful?
And tell me the whole thing??
At least let me die without any regrets??

P.S.
I love you;
6:15 PM

I miss you..
Miss your voice..
Miss your warmth..
Miss your hand..
Miss everything of you..

I dreamed of you..
I dreamed that we were having fun together..
I dreamed that we didn't break..

I hope I can just live inside the dream forever..

I want you back..
I love you..
But I know..
You can't give me anymore chance..

Love you..

P.S.
I love you;
3:12 PM

Darling..
You said that you can't feel any love from me..

You cooked for me, give me surprises and I only gave it to you during your birthday..
I thought that..
All those origami I made, stands something but..
They doesn't I guess.
I learned it and made it..
I know it is ugly..
But I made it with my heart..

I even made origami this round too but..
I guess you won't like it..
Because it is even more ugly than the earlier ones I made..

I want you.. I want you back..
I don't want you to leave me..
I DON'T WANT..

P.S.
I love you;
2:25 AM

I'm taking back the pillow because..
The pillow is the only piglet that spends the most time with u..
So I can pretend it to be u.. I guess?????
Lol.

Anyway, I was frightened,
Frightened by your that sms.
What you mean by that??
You don't want me anymore??
You don't love me anymore??

I'm crying now,
I don't know what else to think.
I'm scared...!!!

P.S.
I love you;
6:20 PM