Sunday, August 29, 2010
Darling did you ever re-read all the posts?
I did..
It really reminds me a lot..
Me askin u to be urself, u wantin me to do it as well..
U askin me to tell u whenever ur jokes are too over..
U thinkin u r hopeless even tho u ain't..
The april fool, u hope to protect me, make me happy..
Our anniversary...
You telling me u love me ..
You apologizing for showing attitude..
Me saying that let's treasure every little moments we will be having..
Me dozing off for the first time n making u worried and askin for forgivness..
You sayin u din blame me or anithing <3..
You saying 我爱你！我要你一身一世都留在我身边。 (Reminds me of the letter u gave me)..
Me worried about u sick, n sad over the thing that i maybe moving away..
Me being selfish askin u dun stop loving me haha..
Me being tired of myself..
Me asking y u tink of me as a girl who date u for ur money..
Me saying 老公，我现在要说的话，全部都是真心话！！要听好了。。。我爱你，我好爱你。
My confession to u..
Me missing u badly bcus u going cambodia..
Unable to celebrate anniversary tgt since u r not around..
Me unable to be by ur side when u needed most..
The photo of the sweet u took during Taiwan trip..
Me writing down how I feel when I'm mayb unable to pei u for the 5days..
Me hoping u will come back n pei me eat dinner so tat I can see u..
(DUring this period, I start thinking whether u had abandoned this blog?)
I scared we will break n I hoping still to be able to do all those intimacy stuffs with u..
I made those hearts for u n took photos of it.. Den wonderin whether u r annoyed wif me..
Me being selfish, wantin to occupy u..
The first "break", one week of test..
U forgotten to tel me u going Kbox wif em..
Me requestin to have at least 1 photo every anniversary..
The 1 yr ltr labour day, willing to marry 1 and other oni..
Me askin u to treasure urself n surroundings even after I'm dead or gone..
Me admitting I'm an Emo Monster, n sayin monster wil nvr leave the person they love, always stay loyal as long as the person wants..
25th july.. Our officially break..
Me telling u I wil try my best to hide my feelings so u wun see it..
Plus the recent one..
So many so many memories,
And I noticed I had always been so selfish..
Really should start changing.
I find that our relationship had changed a lot.
I guessed it happens to all because humans do changed.
Maybe I'm annoying u recently..
Or maybe always, i duno.
And Now, I really hope u will start writing post again in this blog,
Although I know u had forgotten the password n user haha..
But u can always get from me.. If you want.
But if you dun wan, it is okay.
Love u.. A lot..
Someone told me I'm just crushing on u, it doesn't seem to be a love..
I duno, But it is a love to me.. Haha
Miss u greatly.
P.S.
I love you;
3:52 AM
Saturday, August 28, 2010
I suddenly find that.. We're going back..
Going back to the part where you said your feelings fade..
I'm scared..
I'm working soon and I hope to spend this few days with you but..
It seems like you wun miss me..
I really love you, really hope we can be together forever but..
If you really no longer have the feelings for me..
Please just tell me..
But once we break, it may be the end of everything.
Love you..
Really a lot..
Sometimes wonder m I over sticking you till..
You find it irritating?
P.S.
I love you;
4:39 AM
