Saturday, February 27, 2010
Maybe you won't be reading this blog anymore..
But I won't delete it away,
Because it is our memories.
Maybe after today, everything will be over..
I don't want it to be over,
I want us to continue..
But I will respect your decision..
I'll continue loving you..
Hope that we can still continue.
P.S.
I love you;
2:46 PM
Friday, February 26, 2010
seriously, I continue to believe that you love me..
Because you're still concern about me..
But now I see, maybe the concern is because..
You treated me as a friend, not someone you love..
Promise to be forever, only willing to marry you, love you forever, happy memories..
Are all this fake?
Can anyone give me an answer?
I should know the answer..
When everything I said doesn't see to be affecting you,anymore.
Your one week of test..
If the ending is going to be break up,
I rather you break with me now..
I really love you.. really do..
I really believe we can be forever but..
This feelings and beliefs, are so not important suddenly..
P.S.
I love you;
1:21 PM
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Today my heart feels so hurt, pain.
I keep crying non-stop now.
It is not your fault, it is my body fault.
My period is making me moody but..
I don't know why..
I suddenly feel lik..
I'm preventing you having time with your friends..
I'm just thinking..
If I'm going to work soon,
There won't be anytime left in holiday for both of us..
You will be going out regularly with friends..
So I thought it is okay for me to be selfish for now..
But I guess, I shouldn't be..
Sorry..
P.S.
I love you;
11:48 PM
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
sometimes you really makes me want to ask you..
"what am i to you?"
"jus a random person with a title call 'Gavin's Girlfriend'?...
Or really a girlfriend to you?.."
I know what I said really hurts but..
Take just now as an example..
You really treated me like someone you..
Find annoyed with..
Not someone whom you love..
I'm really.. hurt..
Maybe I'm just too sensitive,
I don't know..
Or maybe..
I'm just really useless,
Only will cause trouble for you..
Love you forever..
P.S.
I love you;
5:27 AM
Sunday, February 14, 2010
I don't know will you be reading this after what's going to happen later.
We may break, and yes I know.
You are giving too much, I don't want.
I'm crying too much, you don't want.
I want to be with you forever, you want it too.
You want me to take care of you, I want it too.
You are suffering, I know it.
I'm a burden of your life, you know it.
We both love one and other, we know it.
We both want to be together and take care of each other, we know it.
Even after what have happen, I still want to be with you.
I still want to be pamper by you.
I still wish to be able to ask you to take care of yourself, worry for you.
Am I allowed to do so?
Can I still continue this relationship with you?
Able to hug you, kiss you like I always do?
Able to be hug by you, melt under your kiss like you always do?
Love you forever..
No matter what, you will forever be inside my heart.
P.S.
I love you;
1:43 AM
