Saturday, December 26, 2009
I'm so not in the mood right now..
So not..
I'm going to have elearning for the whole week.
Darldarl going to be going school alone and returning alone..
Darldarl going to spend most of his time with his classmates.
Well,I don't mind about you spending your time with your classmates but..
I do mind that..
You spend all your time with them till you may left none for me..
Not that I think you will do that but..
You most probably will play until you forget the time..
And I guess you totally won't feel like coming back when..
Thinking that you have to come back alone..
Hence, you most probably ended up taking the last bus and..
By the time you reach here will be 12 and..
I won't be able to meet you den..
Will it be like this continuously for 5days?
If so,what's the difference between you being overseas for 5days?
I know I'm selfish..I know I am..
I really feeling the heart pain..
I feel like telling you all the things I'm currently thinking now but..
You are enjoying yourself,
I don't wish to spoil your mood..
I already ruin your X'mas,I really don't wanna ruin your happy time as well..
But..
I'm so freaking fucking helly sad now..
I posted this is not to tell you I'm so sad,
Hence,I wish you will do something about it or what..
I only wish to tell you my feeling,
At the same time, find somewhere..
To said out all my feelings..
I really need your embrace now..
Because I know I'm selfish..
You can just do whatever you want.. I won't be angry at you..
Love you..
P.S.
I love you;
1:06 AM
Friday, December 18, 2009
It have been 3 days since i din meet u, I missed u alot, I love u too.
Shim
Foong
Ting
I,
Foo
Ee
Fung
GaviN
Love
You
Foreva
Wholeheartedly.
Altho I'm not by ur side physically, but mentally, my heart is foreva with u ! <3<3
Just For You, altho i couldn't buy it back to Singapore cause by the time U received, it melted.
Foreva Love
GaviN Foo
P.S.
I love you;
4:09 AM
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
I really wanna meet u, I really want to..
I really feel like crying in ur embrace..
But what can i do?
U already said u cant meet me..
U already said u still on phone with ur mom..
All I can do is cry, n cry in my own room.
Im not blaming u..
I just feel like saying it out..
I jus feel like shouting..
I really need you
P.S.
I love you;
9:31 PM
Saturday, December 5, 2009
darldarl.. I'm so sorry..
What you need most now is support and yet i m not doing it..
i dunno what to do in order to make u happy..
i wanna see darldarl smile smile..
heard darldarl laughter everytime..
see the gentle smile u always put on..
how m i suppose to help?
is there anythin??
darl i reali love u..
but i sucks in expressin it..
i reali love u, forever love u.
P.S.
I love you;
1:34 AM
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
darl im feeling so sad now.. so lonely..
i always tried my best to get to know more friends..
to get close to them..
but it just won't work..
i will ended up being left out..
ended up watching them talk to each other, happily..
yet no topic to talk to me..
this feelings..
actually it had been with me since i came to this school..
im so tired..
but i confirm..
tmr i will just go back to normal agn..
haha, pathetic..
P.S.
I love you;
10:55 PM
