Sunday, September 27, 2009
I don't know when you will read this post but erm..
It doesn't really matters anyway, because it's just a minor thingy.
I really miss you..
I really wanna see you now..
Everyday I just kept thinking that, you're gonna go for Cambodia soon..
And now the fact that I can't see you,
It really makes me damn sad..
It hurts ..
Why m I missing you so much??
So much that I'm starting to cry over the a small thing like, I can't meet you for just one day..
I'm scared, really..
I'm scared that when u went to cambodia,
You no longer wanna come back Singapore because..
Over there you may feel more carefree..
I'm not trying to tell you I don't believe you or anything.
It just kind of reminds me of my god-sis and yuling..
The moment you reached Singapore,
Who will be the first one to come into ur mind?
I believe it will be me, I really do.
Even if it isn't me, it doesn't matter at all.
As long as I'm always in ur heart, as long as u still love me.
That's what matter most..
I really missing you badly..
I really love u lots..
I really wants you to be by my side everytime, especially when I'm not well..
Do you know that??
P.S.
I love you;
4:04 PM
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
老公，我现在要说的话，全部都是真心话！！要听好了。。。
我爱你，我好爱你。
Ever since the first time you sent me back home, you had caught my attention.I thought it was just my imagination,I didn't really notice it until the time you asked me exactly why I love you.. And, slowly, I tried to get attention from you. Beginning, I didn't know that I was tryin to get attention frm you, only after I starts to know I had fallen for u, den I notice.. I had been wanting to get attention from you!! And, for the first time, I know exactly how it feels like not able to tell the one you love, "i love you" is actually so..painful.. I never dare to say "I love u" to others, and I mean it.. Only darldarl, only you, I was dying to say jus 3 words but.. I just don't have the courage to do so.. I was really very happy when darl ask me for stead, altho i was sad as well when darl told me u din love me at the beginning. However, like what laura n yee fong said, "well, he had fallen in for u now, that's what it matters", darl has fallen for me, deeply. I'm happy, really.. Happy,very.. I seriously, never feel regret about loving you, about telling you. I never!! I'm happy to able to spend the time with you, even though there are times when we are sad, hurt. Just like today, I hurt you yet again!! But, I stil dont regret loving u or telling u. Yeah, I guess Im feelin regret for making u love me but.. Sometimes I see darl so happy with me, I will have the feeling that, actuali making darl fall in love wif me isn't a bad thing at all, in fact, it may actually be the best thing I ever did hahs. My mood swings really very.. jialat haha.. But darldarl, i love u, i love u, i nvr lie about it, i know i dunno how to express my feelings, i always hide n stuffs but darl. Believe me, i wil try my best to help to help.. i wil try my best to express my love to u. I dunno what im talking actually haha, the thoughts n feelings just flow out of my mind n heart.. n passed down to my hands hahs. The feelings r so strong, so strong that my head starts to kind of hurts. So i think i shall just stop here for now. Love you always. Don't get bored by my msg hahaha!!
P.S.
I love you;
11:56 PM
